I am running on two hours of sleep, plus a few split second cat naps I got in the last several minutes while I waited for things to load in the computer, because I was up all day and all night trying to write that, and I can't write well when I am that fatigued.
I am going to get all the stuff out of the recycle bin in the computer and make a few slight changes, then finish the thing at my own pace the way I would like it and try to get it published.
I did not accomplish anything I had planned to advance my own goals and aims while I worked on that stuff for her, anymore than I took decent care of myself (I didn't) it was a much bigger job than I thought. I did not expect it to be such a disaster, or to take so long, or to be as hard to get info for sometimes...
I am not going to work with her anymore either.
I never want to write like that again,where I am absolutely miserable and feel like I am in a prison trying to work my way out. I let her know I did not want any more offers.
I enjoy writing, and I plan to keep it that way.
I got a call today from a place that helps people with certain conditions - such as, in my case, anxiety and depression - find work. I am hoping for something part time and close to home. Then I can devote myself more fully to my own kind of writing, like this blog, and to that investment class I got.
Miss Fitz, amongst all the books I got out to study, doing what'd like to be doing right now
I was going to shoot the video for the posts about homosexuality I have been working on,
Alas, I have not yet shot it. I will shoot it tomorrow, hopefully. Hopefully I can also get caught up on that MOOC fiction class I was going to work on today and yesterday too.When I finish the story for the class, I will post it on the blog where I put such things and share the link here.
:) Godspeed, everybody. I am going to catch me some ZZZZzzzzz....
~Mother Star
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